Home...Holidays...Driving...or maybe not!!!!!!

This is a random post....I have nothing in my mind that I specifically wanna write about, but its been long since I wrote something and I am sure the phoenix was getting lonely by the hour !!! ;P

I've come home for a few days. Holidays......you see. Oh...I love summer....well the one here in guwahati.... Its always cloudy and raining .You don't need the fan running at full speed all time...just a moderate rotation of the wings is enough... It even feels like the beginning of spring here sometimes..you know what I mean.....pleasant mornings.. when you have to take a blanket or a sheet because the mercury drops...cloudy afternoons and absolutely fabulous evenings.You can feel the wind blowing through your hair and the moisture in the air....There's something in the air and water of this place that draws me back to itself each time I plan to go away. Some invisible magnetism I suppose......Even the silence here is filled with melody. The morning call of the roaster....the chirping of the birds..the whispering of the leaves....there's always music floating in the air.....well if you care to listen though...

Well I've been planning on getting started with my driving lessons this summer.....*sigh*(no I don't know how to drive yet). Well my dad tells me to get up at five in the morning for that!!! Holy cow!!! Who gets up at five even on holidays. Its a cardinal sin !!!! But each night before going to bed I ask my mom to wake me up at five and each day she unfailingly fails to do so because the moment she calls out my name, I make a face at her and turn around. And the irony of the situation...... instead of a staccato command to get up...mom kisses me and tells me to go back to sleep too!!! Well that's what happens when you stay away from home for so long...parents let you do anything you want!!!! But it's only been three days since I've been home...so I've still got some time to crash my car into something I suppose...lol....
Until my crash.......adieu.....

Spell you away......

When you said goodbye....

I never thought I heard it right.
Though now I see...
It was all a facade from the very start.
I flinched and twisted in pain to get over you...
And now that I've...you have started haunting me in my dreams.
I wish I could simply spell you away...
Like in some wizard tale they do everyday.


I wonder if you recall all the promises you made...
Or the sugar-coated lies you said.
I want to believe that you are the monster everybody claims you to be....
But when I look into your eyes that's not what I see.
I grasp to hold on to you....
But find that you are only slipping through.
Even in my thoughts...
I feel your stolidity towards me.


Sometimes I wonder if you were blind.....
Because you could never see my broken heart lying there by your side.
I wish there was a cure for broken hearts....
A cast or a plaster which might heal some parts.
But I guess you'll never know.....
And now I really wish I could spell you away...
Like in some wizard tale they do everyday.