I was always apprehensive about endings.Be it the end of a movie....a novel....a bed-time story....and these days a new kind of end is haunting me. The end of this semester....The end of another academic year. The realisation that four years are coming to an end.....abruptly....It all seems surreal now. As if walking in a trance.Sometimes I wish we had a fast- forward button in our lives....a rewind button too....Avoid the unpleasanties.......enjoy the good times over and over again. It is chimerical......I know....But since when did logic and heart agree !!!!
And as the days are flying by, the realisation is hitting home.....each day a little harder that this is maybe the last time I'll ever see them. It makes my heart contract when I think of the end. I am still waiting for it to hit me harder...to knock my breath away, to finally make me realise that it's over and now I can't do anything about it but look back and smile.....and maybe even cry...
